have been slacking all the time at home for quite some days ..
do not really feel happy with the life nowadays...
but, what can i do ..
i cannot clarify myself i have been working very hard to looking for jobs...
from when i started to send out resumes, i guess i have already sent out more than 100 resumes to all those chemistry companies...
but the super low response rate has made me very disappointing...
even though i have been asked to attend three interviews before, there was only 1 company "really" interviewed me
why to say like this
as the hr manager in the second company told us she was really busy and so she could not interview me after i have waited over there for 1 hour ..
however, after that, there was no reply or news from them again even though i have emailed to ask ... how can they be like this
they have wasted my whole day as i have to purposely travel to singapore just for that interview
i believe that there will be gain if i do not work hard ...
but, how can they treat me like this .. @@
for the third company, it's a food-related company,
however, few days ago, i received a cancellation of interview from them again
as the position i applied has already been occupied .. erm
maybe they found the right one on the first batch of candidates
how unlucky i am ....
the failures and obstacles i met in the job-hunting journey is not the real reason to make me emo all the time ....
it's so sien and discouraging to see the one close to you or all of your friends are busying
while myself is so free, nothing pending ahead
this makes myself even more anti-social
not really willing to travel to singapore for the harmonica practices
haiz
i really admire and respect how much our alumni have contributed to harmonica
but i do think that i am not as great as them ~ and i am really not that talented ....
sigh
what an emo rainy day
