emo again after watching drama

since there are two interesting HK drama launching,
everyday, i will spend around 1 and half hour to watch these two dramas
as an entertainment for my stressful life ....

But, now I found that I will not feel relieved after watching the dramas
because they are all talking about competition and tricks between people
Gong Xin Ji is talking about the competition between girls
They try everything and plan all tricks in order to be successful, to grab the higher power

It seems that those tricks will only appear in the drama, not in the real life
is it really like this ?
During our daily life, we also try our best,
in order not to be sacrifized / we study hard to get good results in the exam
to get a good class in our honour degree

IT IS ALL ABOUT COMPETITION ......

feel so horrible and frightened by the way they did to get what they want

I hope I can be simple-minded always even in the more complicated society in the future
I wish to win ... But maybe in a more honest way ....

stressed stressed stressed

I should have started to feel stressed at this moment,
3 early "finals" next week @@
But, it is just so reluctant for me to really concentrate on study
easily distracted by laptop,
i do think about just bring books / notes to study room
/think, so far away from my laptop ...
it should be more efficient ??? /think

anyway,
I am going home tomorrow..
bringing all those books back
I dun believe that I cant study at home
Must try my best, as I miss my family, and I am sick of the food in sch
wish to go back, at home, I don's have to worry about what to eat
worry about the price

do some shoppings recently, so I am now saving money
how do i save money ?
well, I just spend less than 2 dollars every day
sometimes, will be more, if I order western food for my early dinner (which is around 5pm)

can keep fit also .....
i wan money, and i wan slim body !!!!!!!!!!


fight fight fight .. back to my understanding the universe ....
i love the universe ...

URGENT !!!!

NICE DEAL (Urgent)

Looking for a roommate


Either male or female will be fine

Place: Lakeside, 15 minutes to MRT
Rental Fee: 310~350 SGD without utility fee .....

Please help asking around, see whether is there anyone looking for a room ...
interested, please contact me ya ... /thanks

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