i m so failure

so OFF.. off and end's up being the last to know again

do not like this kind of feeling

BUT

what can I do?

It is my fault...

i love study ~

70/100

get 28 correct out of 40 questions ...

online quiz stressed me to the maximum

so lazy recently,

feel lucky there is an online quiz to force me start revising ~~~

although din do well in it

luckily i have really started to concentrate more on revision....

I LOVE STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!! @@

lost

feel really lost with my currently life

reluctantly to go out and have any activities

my coursemate said this semester will be a critical semester for me,

since my CAP is not tat safe for 2nd upper .. @@

should spend more time to study

i also wish to

But, can i really concentrate myself and be a bookworm ???

CNY is approaching and I am happy with that

my eldest sister is coming back for holidays

yeah, always looking forward to the moments that whole family gather tgt

and KK's sister is finally coming back to continue her career here

glad to hear that and I really hope that they two can be good partner

help each other and develop the company well

i m confident with him and her ... ^^

coughing non-stop recently....

more n more reluctant to go practice .. erm i m so BAD!!!!!!!!!!

o, wednesday is coming, deardear finally can get his PR IC tmr ...

so happy with that, congratulations ....

free and easy

i am still adopting a free and easy lifestyle 

even though the assignments and projects are getting around 

this semester, we will have to do a project based on the topic "cytarabine" which i just signed up just now

chemistry people are really kiasu, the sign up period open from 1/2 9.00am

at 9.08am, most of the better topic are fulled .. @@ 

amazing, right 

or it is better to say we are KIASU 

yes, i think i am kiasu too ....

if not, why would i specially set alarm to 7.00am 

in order to grab the good topic 

on the first look on our project topic

i cannot explain why .. the first topic i googled was the "cytarabine"

it is an anti-cancer drug

specialized in curing leukemia ...

erm ~~~ is it fate ?

my po po died because of this .....

maybe it is determined by her to let me know more about this ....

@@.... we are just trying not to miss her so much ..

it is still painful when i think of that period ...

she was suffering, we were too.

my auntie said, she cannot stop her tears when she watched at the video of her son's wedding

because popo is in the video ...

erm, every year approaching to CNY

my mood will be swinging 

chu er is always the day i most look forward to ...

after popo has died, we still manage to gather around at tai yi there 

But actually i am not that willing to see SB

erm, sorry for being impolite 

just i couldnt forget those nighs

the night my popo died and the night my popo was finally back to the soil ...

cant remember when we took this family photos ... 

i look rather chubby and ugly in this 

but i love this