emo again after watching drama

since there are two interesting HK drama launching,
everyday, i will spend around 1 and half hour to watch these two dramas
as an entertainment for my stressful life ....

But, now I found that I will not feel relieved after watching the dramas
because they are all talking about competition and tricks between people
Gong Xin Ji is talking about the competition between girls
They try everything and plan all tricks in order to be successful, to grab the higher power

It seems that those tricks will only appear in the drama, not in the real life
is it really like this ?
During our daily life, we also try our best,
in order not to be sacrifized / we study hard to get good results in the exam
to get a good class in our honour degree

IT IS ALL ABOUT COMPETITION ......

feel so horrible and frightened by the way they did to get what they want

I hope I can be simple-minded always even in the more complicated society in the future
I wish to win ... But maybe in a more honest way ....

stressed stressed stressed

I should have started to feel stressed at this moment,
3 early "finals" next week @@
But, it is just so reluctant for me to really concentrate on study
easily distracted by laptop,
i do think about just bring books / notes to study room
/think, so far away from my laptop ...
it should be more efficient ??? /think

anyway,
I am going home tomorrow..
bringing all those books back
I dun believe that I cant study at home
Must try my best, as I miss my family, and I am sick of the food in sch
wish to go back, at home, I don's have to worry about what to eat
worry about the price

do some shoppings recently, so I am now saving money
how do i save money ?
well, I just spend less than 2 dollars every day
sometimes, will be more, if I order western food for my early dinner (which is around 5pm)

can keep fit also .....
i wan money, and i wan slim body !!!!!!!!!!


fight fight fight .. back to my understanding the universe ....
i love the universe ...

URGENT !!!!

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Either male or female will be fine

Place: Lakeside, 15 minutes to MRT
Rental Fee: 310~350 SGD without utility fee .....

Please help asking around, see whether is there anyone looking for a room ...
interested, please contact me ya ... /thanks

gam sie gam sie

Tiring life

i am so tired ...

tired about everything ...

i have finished studying my viva,

waiting for it, around 2pm.....

it is so torturing for wating the time to come .....

revision again ?? probably i have to ...

let's finish this blog first ....

i dun wish to practice, i have been practiced more than 3 times in this week..

there is orchestra practice tonight again ...

no more fun for practice nowadays,

the songs are just too difficult, and many of us cannot handle it

( i think, may be just i cannot handle it)

i have required for the sectional practice,

but some of us think that,

sectional doesnt have much helps

as we are playing those running notes, and we can practice ourselves at home ...

is it true ? just envy other sections to have their own sectionals....

think that, their relationship should be more tight than us ....

it is so boring to practice at room myself ...

josephine keeps switching people to section 1...

but this also means that, we are just too weak ~~

have an idea, can i switch to other sections as well ?

sick of it sick of it ....

now, responsibility is getting heavier ... erm ...

stressed stressed ....

exam is coming ...

AUS trip is coming .....

i just wish to have a rest

may be an outing ... :)

zikai invited me to go BBQ tmr night ...

to celebrate the coming of the killing finals ...

i have declined it ..

haiz ~

test is coming, ......

i wish to concentrate more.....

: (

Janice and Sonia

love their voices ....
so soft and touching ...

since god created this world and human-beings
HE will also bestow a special technique / attractive point upon us
the pretty one, the handsome one ?
or the clever one?
of course, we can never forget that, the wealthy one ...


jay chou born to have superb music talent ..
rooney, ronaldo born to be a football genius ...


how about me ?
erm, not the pretty one, not the smart one....
I am still searching for my special personality ...
But, i am sure that, god would never forget about anyone ...
I am sure to have sth, just I not yet discover it....

let's enjoy their voices,
quoted from aikhui " the voice which can cling his heart"

our daughter

during our high school, probably senior 3

if i did not remember wrongly

12 of us adopted a china little girl, name sun ying

every year, we only need to pay $50 , n

12* 50 = 600,

this 600 ringgits, to us, is quite a small amount

no even enough for our 2 months pocket money

but, this is the living expenses of 1 year for our dear little daughter

it has been three years, and she is growing up,

recently, we bought her a birthday present, some stationary, drawing book, etc

nowadays, to the children in malaysia/singapore

this kind of present may be too normal to them

during their birthday, maybe they will demand more ...

that's how the kids around me do,

bryan got a new robot from his parents...

stationary is really ... like xiao er ke la

But, to our little daughter in china,

she feels so happy and touched with that present,

replied us a letter ...

she is growing up, getting higher and fatter ...

good ...

start learning to write and study ..

But, it is still too tough to reply us the letter,

so, her mama will reply on behalf of her...

it is so sweet to receive her letter ...

suddenly

i guess,

since after my birthday celebration,

I have not gone out of the NUS campus for almost one month

except go home

i wish to have an outing ....... ahhhhhh

few days ago,

suddenly, i think about the kuishinbo buffet,

the great japanese buffet at jurong point,

there is free flow snow crab during dinner time,

unlimited salmon / some unique shells

desserts are very common,

which is one of the flaw of this delicious buffet ...

i remember the first time, i went there,

with deardear and his parents ...

that was during lunch hour,

no snow crab ..

But, right after that day,

we decided to go there again,

But this time, during dinner time

with zehao ....

the moment i went in .. nearly crazy with the snow crab ...

it is so delicious and tasty, fresh and sweet

i have never eaten such nice crabs !!!

haha, totally no image on that day ...

after one or two more tries ...

haha,

we started to feel sick of those food ...

i feel eating such a heavy meal will only create burdens to my body ...

few days ago,

i started missing that again,

due to the super expensive price .. around 50SGD

i decided not to qing ju wang dong ...

haha....

save more money!!!!

rotaract

it is my second session for be a volunteer in the "lion befrienders" project

frankly speaking, the most important I would like to join this club is because of the CCA points, in order to help me to continue staying in campus ...

firstly, let me just brieftly introduce what this project is about...

for every sunday, we will go to some elderly's houses in the holland village...

visit them, and be their friends, chit chatting with them ...

actually, this is quite an easy task ...

for our group, we are assigned to two uncles - uncle francis and uncle tan...

uncle francis does not understand mandarin, so we have to speak english to him..

he has diabetes, but he loves to drink coke...

so, the person in charge remind us to check his fridge everytime we visit him .. and must remind him not to drink coke anymore ...

the first time we went his house, it is pretty clean and tidy

i think because of his diabetes, his ears are affected too... we have to speak super louder to him .. otherwise he cannot hear it ..

today, his condition is worse..

his eye sight is getting worse too ..

 he can only see us in a very blurring image ..

today, his house is quite dirty and smelly ...

after we settling down for 15 minutes, i discovered one of the groupmates keep scratching her legs, and acting anxiously,

we do not know what had happened actually,

after few minutes, i found some weird little insects are on my shirt .. o shit

what are those little creatures ?

to not sadden uncle francis, we cannot have really big action or let him discover we are uncomfortable with this environment,

kock su and mei yee, trying to help me to get rid of those insects..

and we decided to leave early ..

after getting out from his house, everyone is so nervous and keep checking on their shirts/pants/ bags ...

we think that, it is a flea  @@

disgusting right .. But uncle francis totally din realize about that .. OMG ...

flea is so a dangerous little creature u know ... and i think the flea is not really happily settling down in uncle francis's home ...

there are more than 20++ /faint

n, we have to report this to the community service center, they will send cleaners / some professional to clean the flea house ...

then for uncle tan, he is 80++ year-old already ...

he suffered from leprosy and hence his palms and feet are all abnormal .. during our first session to his house ...

he told us that, those people in that block do not want to be friend with him, because he is a cripple and "fei wu"

after listening this, I felt really sad ...

most of the elderly staying over there do not have family? or they have been abandoned by their family ...

how are they going to take care of themselves, that's why rotaract/community service formed ..

nurses from hospital will come to uncle tan's house to clean his legs/ wound everyday...

they will send lunch / dinner to him too ...

But, uncle tan seldom eat the food from them,

he said, it is not tasty .. haha ..

But, i really do not understand why children will abandon their parents ?

baba and mama are the greatest people in the world, without them, we will never exist too ...

when we were still young, they tried their best to give us the best things.. the delicious food..

when they are old, why we cannot take care of them just like they took care of us when we were young ...

one day, we will become old too ..

at that time, will our children also abandon us, just like we abandon our parents ?

emo

erm,

just received a call

something that I am nervous about is finally happened

maybe it is just a small case

But

some critical points are really arisen ...

bad mood again

emo ...

I need a shoulder ....

e-learning week ...

 

to prepare and rehearse for the breakout of another horrible disease

NUS has put this week to be an e-learning week

so called e-learning week, we have to have lesson via internet

i.e watch audio/video recording which is done by our lecturer

actually, I have undergone a lot of the "webcast" life during my year 1

cannot wake up in the early morning

cannot concentrate during the lecturer

or have to skip the cls due to some personal reason

webcast is definitely a good friend mine

After I stepped out from my honeymoon year 1 and into the year 2

until now, year 3

webcast is seemed to be very far from me

no kidding, it has been 3 years .. 

time really flies !!!!

back to my e-learning week ...

although we need not to attend any lecture

lab/tutorial is still on the way ...

so, there is no e-learning lab

But, it is hard to imagine how an e-learning lan should be done right ... haha

no wonder !!!!

it is quite awkward for our lecturers to record a video recording at their home

so basically, they just do an audio recording in the slides

maybe i have been getting older

I cannot really adapt to this fashion learning way

although i am quite enjoying the webcast

i cannot figure out the reasons too ...

just hard to concentrate ...haiz

it is time for me to gain back my concentration and study hard

i have screwed up two tests ...

today, i am really stunned by the papers

there are 20 MCQs and 2 super long questions to answer

in 1 hour ....

@@ i try my best to do the questions in shorter time

But i can't, to get the approach in the MCQs

we have to read through all those choices .. and choose the right one

at the end, I left question 2 blank, which costs me 20%

i really worry that i will fail this test, and this module

so, it is really the time for me to study / or to sleep

my body is getting worse

pimples burst out from my face, due to lack of sleep

panda eyes, getting darker,

regardless of how many H2O eye gel has been applied

haiz ....

jiayou

zuoying

deardear, i really miss you so much

earthquake

is anyone aware of it ?

there was an earthquake at Southern Sumatra yesterday

now, the death toll has already reached 1000++,

it is another natural disaster,

caused people to lose their home, lost their families  ...

people resides in our this region,

the region which is free from earthquake is really really lucky ...

even i felt the earthquake

even when i was looking at my shaky table,

even I have observed the fluctuating water level in my water bottle ...

The first thing came into my mind at that moment is not "EARTHQUAKE"

Firstly, i did check my fridge as i thought it spoilts.... @@

because of the abnormal vibration

Secondly, "Earthquake" flashed through my mind ...

But, it crossed very fast ... which I didn't really take this into my consideration

Lastly, I end's the shaking up with the drilling, construction nearby ....

People in those earthquake region,

take this more seriously

They willl first run out from the building when they feel it ....

another thing i would like to mention is ...

people don't really undergo the great damage/destruction resulted from the earthquake

will just think this disaster in more, so called "funny" way ?

1 hour after the earthquake,

i was happened to be on facebook ....

somebody, enjoys the shaking ???

I am just sick of their minds ...

how can they enjoy this when 200 people was dead because of this "FUN"

i dunno what were they thinking when writing such comments ....
But, i just feel that they should take it more seriously ...
IT IS NOT A JOKES !!!

Please take this in more serious way,

even it is not happened on you ...

there is a good phrase in chinese, which I wish to end my blog with this phrase ...

别把快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上....

lastly, pray for those died in the earthquake

lost

during this superb and busy weeks ....

my life is all about tests and reports ....

i feel lost with such life ....

especially when i am alone ....

am i going to pass the rest of my uni life in this way ...

but, there is still another thing which lighten upmy life ...

that's our AUS trip ....

after withdrawal of SEP, after failed in applying the W&T ...

i put all my hopes into this trip ...

now, instead of going to canberra,

we seem more enthu to spend the whole week in the sydney ....

then, with that, i can spend more time with ruyun and aijia ...

mayb on 13/12 or even earlier, i will take a domestic flight to perth to meet with my mum and sisters ...

that's cool ....
these few days,  keep checking on the airlines website ...
hope can grab some cheap air tickets ....
jetstar to perth and mayb tiger airlines back to singapore ...
this is temporarily the cheapest deal ...
But it still need around 700 SGD ....
OMG

But, ignore about the air tix,
i m pretty sure that, this will surely be a relaxing trip ....

erm, i wish deardear will also go with us ....

for the performance or mayb only perth ....

I wish ....

Birthday notification

HapPy BirthdAy to my Dear RURU ....

Happy birthday to YOu 
haPPy BirTHday to you
happY birthday TO RuRu
Happy BirthdAy to you ....

Ruru, I really hope thaT december will coming soon... at That time, we should celebrate three of us' birthday ... ok ?????


May ur wishes come true...
1) have very satisfied and happy life forever
2) become prettier and prettier, even you are superb pretty now already
3) earn a lot of money ....
4) sweet sweet with yong yong forever....

enjoy your 21st ...


from,
love you de zuoying

my saturday morning

good morning everyone, 

it is a lovely wonderful saturday morning....

i intended to wake up at 7am or 8am instead ...

but, i am just so lazy that i off my hp alarm and back to my sweet sweet bed ..

although in such stuffy and hot RVR room ....

now, i am having my milo and bread and biscuit for my breakfaz ...

how about lunch ? I have really no idea with that ...

from the day I back to sg,

i just had 1 meal outside, that was yesterday lunch ...

as I was at study room at that time ...

omg, i have skipped around 4 meals @@ ...

my deardear will surely be angry about this ...

so sorry ... ;(

but, i have spent sometime in cooking egg and make my sandwiches ...

haiz, I just do not wish to go canteen alone ...

and, i am sick of the food in NUS ...

western, niang dou fu, pork rb noodles. claypot ...

can I have some special things ???

eg, timbre buffalo wings ...

@@, i have been day dreaming for long time...

But, be frank, i miss that buffalo wings ...

it is superb delicious !!!

back to my breakfaz ...

guys, I enjoy having breakfaz u know !

everyday, i wish to start my day with a nutritious breakfaz..

eg, half-boiled egg, bread, coffee...etc

having breakfaz sambil reading news from sinchew, apple newspaper ...

then browsing ppl's blog ... deardear knows about it --- jia ba ying ying @@

facebook, gmail, hotmail, nus mail ....

then after that, run to toilet for my da hao @@

wahaha, if I fail to do this in anyday ... i will be moody for the whole day u know ??

somebody, especially guys will think this is ridiculous ...

sometimes, i do think like this too...

But i really do not wish to carry a stomach of digested food --- so called "shit" to here and there ...

I like my stomach to be flat .. ^^ haha

so, guys .. can you bear with me about this ....

see you, gotto finish up my breakfaz and back to study ...

by, hardworking zuoying

my first emo blog

create a new blog address just now ...
when i am in the study room
this is my first entry...
kinda emo right?
hope it is not this case anymore ....
Cheer up !!!

so called -- "study room"
But, why am i blogging over there ...
i have 4 midterms approaching in the coming week ...
i should be concentrated and study hard, right ?
but i just cannot do that ...
keep day dreaming ......
keep browsing website and facebook ....
keep looking at my msn list and find sb to chat with .......
i shouldn't be like this ....

after this blog, i will try to go back to my "universe"
score A's in the two UE is my target in this semester ...
i hope, i can really start working hard ...

deardear starts working in JB now ....
so, means that, i will be more lonely in the future....
until now, i think i am still able to get used to this life style ...
being alone is not a big deal ...
mayb i have grown up to be a big girl ...
i am not that sticky girl again ....

let's work hard tgt ....
deardear and I

by
zuoying