i m so failure

so OFF.. off and end's up being the last to know again

do not like this kind of feeling

BUT

what can I do?

It is my fault...

i love study ~

70/100

get 28 correct out of 40 questions ...

online quiz stressed me to the maximum

so lazy recently,

feel lucky there is an online quiz to force me start revising ~~~

although din do well in it

luckily i have really started to concentrate more on revision....

I LOVE STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!! @@

lost

feel really lost with my currently life

reluctantly to go out and have any activities

my coursemate said this semester will be a critical semester for me,

since my CAP is not tat safe for 2nd upper .. @@

should spend more time to study

i also wish to

But, can i really concentrate myself and be a bookworm ???

CNY is approaching and I am happy with that

my eldest sister is coming back for holidays

yeah, always looking forward to the moments that whole family gather tgt

and KK's sister is finally coming back to continue her career here

glad to hear that and I really hope that they two can be good partner

help each other and develop the company well

i m confident with him and her ... ^^

coughing non-stop recently....

more n more reluctant to go practice .. erm i m so BAD!!!!!!!!!!

o, wednesday is coming, deardear finally can get his PR IC tmr ...

so happy with that, congratulations ....

free and easy

i am still adopting a free and easy lifestyle 

even though the assignments and projects are getting around 

this semester, we will have to do a project based on the topic "cytarabine" which i just signed up just now

chemistry people are really kiasu, the sign up period open from 1/2 9.00am

at 9.08am, most of the better topic are fulled .. @@ 

amazing, right 

or it is better to say we are KIASU 

yes, i think i am kiasu too ....

if not, why would i specially set alarm to 7.00am 

in order to grab the good topic 

on the first look on our project topic

i cannot explain why .. the first topic i googled was the "cytarabine"

it is an anti-cancer drug

specialized in curing leukemia ...

erm ~~~ is it fate ?

my po po died because of this .....

maybe it is determined by her to let me know more about this ....

@@.... we are just trying not to miss her so much ..

it is still painful when i think of that period ...

she was suffering, we were too.

my auntie said, she cannot stop her tears when she watched at the video of her son's wedding

because popo is in the video ...

erm, every year approaching to CNY

my mood will be swinging 

chu er is always the day i most look forward to ...

after popo has died, we still manage to gather around at tai yi there 

But actually i am not that willing to see SB

erm, sorry for being impolite 

just i couldnt forget those nighs

the night my popo died and the night my popo was finally back to the soil ...

cant remember when we took this family photos ... 

i look rather chubby and ugly in this 

but i love this 

lack of motivation

5 modules

this is the first semester for me free from the labs ...

i dun even bring back my lab coat and googles from JB ...

and i guess this is the right time to buy me a new googles as mine old one (the one which has accompanied me for 3 years) are really really blurred... full of scratches and dirts on it ...

kinda disgusting right ... @@

should be quite a free and relaxing semester ....

but THIS IS NOT THE CASE ....

busy for 3 weeks .. I am not too sure what i have been busying for ???????????????????

time flies really really fast .. haiz ..

my year 3 is going to end and what is waiting for me in the future ??

honours , graduation , jobs ?????

i am really lost, lose of motivation to study , no mood to practise ....

i dun really wish to go practise now !!!!!!!!!!

i dun wanna perform !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wan the a-pac

i dun wan dun wan dun wan ......

nth triggered my hapiness and curiosity recently ....

except jiejie n zhangyou' wedding ....

so sorry deardear... due to the super traffic jam, my tone was really bad when talking with u in the phone ...

damn tired when i reached home la....

but i felt lucky i still went down to zhangyou's house at the end ...

it is really an awesome wedding and i m looking forward to mine also ....

but.. haha u must still remember what i confide to you during n after the dinner ....

/hehe/shy

shopping

just went for shopping with yeeting, liyong and weisheng yesterday night

it was really an amazing trip and we spent around 5 hours in the 4 floors forever 21 !!!

unbelievable right, weisheng also thought that we were already out of control at that time ~~~

we spent 1 hour ++ at the accessories section.. end's up with two ~ three necklaces and 1 ear rings..

but i din manage to get one for me at first ... but did during the second trip to there after dinner @@

after tat, i think i went into fitting room around 6 times @@ ....

kept q-ing and trying all those tube dresses

i must be crazy haha 

anyway ... i m spending again !!!!

got to save more in the following days ...

Happy Birthday to you

 

nothing much to say ....

and say much of the things in the inbox msg..

check it !!

siewmay...

you are always the sun surrounding us

bring us happy and laughters ..

happy birthday to you ...

and

I LOVE YOU ...

not only you

I love yeeting, ruyun, and aijia

miss the days we are together ...

miss those crazy shopping trips...

miss the tears happened among us ...

miss everything ....