Monday, November 22, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
speechless
Do not ever think that you will be lucky to work in a place which is free from office politics..
The best way to survive is just to keep your mouth close and work your things properly..
Do not ever to think that people will appreciate you for doing extra things...
YES !! I am talking/shouting loudly to myself...
Sunday, November 7, 2010
new journey in my life
Hi, everyone
So sorry for abandoning this blog for almost 6 months.
I have started my working journey on 19 July 2010 in Health Sciences Authority....
The working environment is good and colleagues are very friendly as well ....
Nothing much to comment / complain about my current life ..
As it's quite lifeless and boring ...
I will start my day at 6am every morning,
breakfast --> walk to Mrt station --> take 40 minutes Mrt to the working place
lunch (nowadays, I normally lunch in @@) --> go home at 5.30pm
cook our own dinner --> browse website /facebook --> study journals from my boss etc
at last, try to go to bed by 11am ...
simple and boring life, isn't it ...
I am not complaining about this current life ..
just that I decide to live in this way and so I cannot complain anything as well ...
If you ask me, do I change my mind or change myself to a different person,
I will answer you, YES
I am trying to be quieter and more mature ....
politics occur in any place, so at my lab as well ..
so that, to avoid myself to be in the problems, I think that, keep away from those "problems" is the best way..
I am trying very very hard
as you all know that I am such a talkative person ..
Besides that, after starting to earn money, I become more thrifty also ...
just realized that money is very very very important in the life ....
a very meaningful sentence to share with you allll .....
雖然錢不是萬能的,但沒有錢是萬萬不能!!!!
So sorry for abandoning this blog for almost 6 months.
I have started my working journey on 19 July 2010 in Health Sciences Authority....
The working environment is good and colleagues are very friendly as well ....
Nothing much to comment / complain about my current life ..
As it's quite lifeless and boring ...
I will start my day at 6am every morning,
breakfast --> walk to Mrt station --> take 40 minutes Mrt to the working place
lunch (nowadays, I normally lunch in @@) --> go home at 5.30pm
cook our own dinner --> browse website /facebook --> study journals from my boss etc
at last, try to go to bed by 11am ...
simple and boring life, isn't it ...
I am not complaining about this current life ..
just that I decide to live in this way and so I cannot complain anything as well ...
If you ask me, do I change my mind or change myself to a different person,
I will answer you, YES
I am trying to be quieter and more mature ....
politics occur in any place, so at my lab as well ..
so that, to avoid myself to be in the problems, I think that, keep away from those "problems" is the best way..
I am trying very very hard
as you all know that I am such a talkative person ..
Besides that, after starting to earn money, I become more thrifty also ...
just realized that money is very very very important in the life ....
a very meaningful sentence to share with you allll .....
雖然錢不是萬能的,但沒有錢是萬萬不能!!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
emo-ing
have been slacking all the time at home for quite some days ..
do not really feel happy with the life nowadays...
but, what can i do ..
i cannot clarify myself i have been working very hard to looking for jobs...
from when i started to send out resumes, i guess i have already sent out more than 100 resumes to all those chemistry companies...
but the super low response rate has made me very disappointing...
even though i have been asked to attend three interviews before, there was only 1 company "really" interviewed me
why to say like this
as the hr manager in the second company told us she was really busy and so she could not interview me after i have waited over there for 1 hour ..
however, after that, there was no reply or news from them again even though i have emailed to ask ... how can they be like this
they have wasted my whole day as i have to purposely travel to singapore just for that interview
i believe that there will be gain if i do not work hard ...
but, how can they treat me like this .. @@
for the third company, it's a food-related company,
however, few days ago, i received a cancellation of interview from them again
as the position i applied has already been occupied .. erm
maybe they found the right one on the first batch of candidates
how unlucky i am ....
the failures and obstacles i met in the job-hunting journey is not the real reason to make me emo all the time ....
it's so sien and discouraging to see the one close to you or all of your friends are busying
while myself is so free, nothing pending ahead
this makes myself even more anti-social
not really willing to travel to singapore for the harmonica practices
haiz
i really admire and respect how much our alumni have contributed to harmonica
but i do think that i am not as great as them ~ and i am really not that talented ....
sigh
what an emo rainy day
do not really feel happy with the life nowadays...
but, what can i do ..
i cannot clarify myself i have been working very hard to looking for jobs...
from when i started to send out resumes, i guess i have already sent out more than 100 resumes to all those chemistry companies...
but the super low response rate has made me very disappointing...
even though i have been asked to attend three interviews before, there was only 1 company "really" interviewed me
why to say like this
as the hr manager in the second company told us she was really busy and so she could not interview me after i have waited over there for 1 hour ..
however, after that, there was no reply or news from them again even though i have emailed to ask ... how can they be like this
they have wasted my whole day as i have to purposely travel to singapore just for that interview
i believe that there will be gain if i do not work hard ...
but, how can they treat me like this .. @@
for the third company, it's a food-related company,
however, few days ago, i received a cancellation of interview from them again
as the position i applied has already been occupied .. erm
maybe they found the right one on the first batch of candidates
how unlucky i am ....
the failures and obstacles i met in the job-hunting journey is not the real reason to make me emo all the time ....
it's so sien and discouraging to see the one close to you or all of your friends are busying
while myself is so free, nothing pending ahead
this makes myself even more anti-social
not really willing to travel to singapore for the harmonica practices
haiz
i really admire and respect how much our alumni have contributed to harmonica
but i do think that i am not as great as them ~ and i am really not that talented ....
sigh
what an emo rainy day
Saturday, April 24, 2010
回想
3年了
还有两个星期,我的大学生活就这样的结束了....
回想起这3年,包括进大学前的3个月....
我做了很多决定.....
可是,其实似乎是在很无知以及任性的情况下的决定....
第一: 就是决定进NUS,当时,我连看都不看就决定要进NUS了....
这个决定,我到现在都觉得很庆幸,如果没有当时的任性,我不会认识KK
他是我这辈子遇过最好的男人,也将会是我以后的归属.. 我相信
第二:就是决定读chemistry咯....这也是对的,因为我的兴趣就是chemistry....
第三:就是在hall里那么的anti-social...haiz
我的任性,导致一年浑浑噩噩的生活在hall里,朋友也没有认识几个
英文还是一样的烂....
第四:就是决定要进pure chem,其实对于这个我有点后悔
当时,觉得不喜欢较于偏engineering的applied chem.....
结果,任性的,无知的,随便的..就这样进了pure chem.....
现在,文耀他们也和我们拿很多一样的科目,其实,根本就是一样的嘛!!!!!
第五：就是不要跟ＫＫ去WAT,haiz....
回想之前,我也不知道自己在想些什么.....如果我有去,至少有一个3个月的假期是充实的...
第六: 就是突然的决定想去SEP,然后搞了三个月,又withdraw....
没人能了解当时我交withdraw letter的心情
我拿着信,在office外徘徊....交出了信,我真的真的很难过...毕竟三个月的计划,就这样的泡汤了...
三个月的期望,就这样没了...也许以后我都不会有那个到美国的机会了......
当时,走到楼梯间,我的眼泪就这样掉了下来....
第七:就是继续浑浑噩噩的过三个月假期...
以前,我不觉得intern很重要,urops很重要....
在加上,懒字当头,假期只想要玩,只想要休息.....
所以,现在的resume,空的就想白纸一样....
第八:就是honours这件事了....
其实到现在,我的心还是很摇晃~尤其在发现申请工作是多么困难的一件事后....
我更加的摇晃....我只能尽量的让自己坚持,坚持这自己做了的决定....
当然,还有许多杂七杂八的小事,
房子啊,旅行啊...一大堆的事....
有时候,很懊恼自己总是那么的没有计划...
我的人生,除了以后的梦想,从来都是没有计划的...
有时候,看着新加坡的coursemates,虽然跟他们不大熟,但他们对于自己的人生充满了planning
如果,决定要去sep,早早的便拿这个科目那个科目的....
从来不会让自己陷入我的那种情况....
haiz...好了
我想我要回去读书了....
毕竟,成绩是我的resume上,最闪闪发亮的一行字了.....
还有两个星期,我的大学生活就这样的结束了....
回想起这3年,包括进大学前的3个月....
我做了很多决定.....
可是,其实似乎是在很无知以及任性的情况下的决定....
第一: 就是决定进NUS,当时,我连看都不看就决定要进NUS了....
这个决定,我到现在都觉得很庆幸,如果没有当时的任性,我不会认识KK
他是我这辈子遇过最好的男人,也将会是我以后的归属.. 我相信
第二:就是决定读chemistry咯....这也是对的,因为我的兴趣就是chemistry....
第三:就是在hall里那么的anti-social...haiz
我的任性,导致一年浑浑噩噩的生活在hall里,朋友也没有认识几个
英文还是一样的烂....
第四:就是决定要进pure chem,其实对于这个我有点后悔
当时,觉得不喜欢较于偏engineering的applied chem.....
结果,任性的,无知的,随便的..就这样进了pure chem.....
现在,文耀他们也和我们拿很多一样的科目,其实,根本就是一样的嘛!!!!!
第五：就是不要跟ＫＫ去WAT,haiz....
回想之前,我也不知道自己在想些什么.....如果我有去,至少有一个3个月的假期是充实的...
第六: 就是突然的决定想去SEP,然后搞了三个月,又withdraw....
没人能了解当时我交withdraw letter的心情
我拿着信,在office外徘徊....交出了信,我真的真的很难过...毕竟三个月的计划,就这样的泡汤了...
三个月的期望,就这样没了...也许以后我都不会有那个到美国的机会了......
当时,走到楼梯间,我的眼泪就这样掉了下来....
第七:就是继续浑浑噩噩的过三个月假期...
以前,我不觉得intern很重要,urops很重要....
在加上,懒字当头,假期只想要玩,只想要休息.....
所以,现在的resume,空的就想白纸一样....
第八:就是honours这件事了....
其实到现在,我的心还是很摇晃~尤其在发现申请工作是多么困难的一件事后....
我更加的摇晃....我只能尽量的让自己坚持,坚持这自己做了的决定....
当然,还有许多杂七杂八的小事,
房子啊,旅行啊...一大堆的事....
有时候,很懊恼自己总是那么的没有计划...
我的人生,除了以后的梦想,从来都是没有计划的...
有时候,看着新加坡的coursemates,虽然跟他们不大熟,但他们对于自己的人生充满了planning
如果,决定要去sep,早早的便拿这个科目那个科目的....
从来不会让自己陷入我的那种情况....
haiz...好了
我想我要回去读书了....
毕竟,成绩是我的resume上,最闪闪发亮的一行字了.....
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
/pray
two posts in one day ya ..... am i too free ?
nope, now I am in the critical period, which may also be the last exam period in my life ..
the study week in NUS can seriously be treated as no-life week....
every morning, i pack all my luggage, blanket, sweater, socks n lecture notes to the study room near my hostel
try to occupy a seat near a power plug, so that i still can online while mugging
feel superb cold when i am studying here . that's why i am bringing my blanket
flash back to the life when i was in year 1 and 2...
you said I am too over for bringing blanket to the library
But, after a while, you also had to admit that .. it's really useful ~~~~~
haiz.. now i am only at the study room alone .. that's such a pity ~
during this "last" mugging period ... I could not settle down my mind to concentrate on the notes
keep thinking on my decision ...
keep thinking on my jobs ~
on my future
on my house .....
that's so many things have to be worried during this period ....
if i could not secure a job in the next few months,
how
if i could not find a good unit,
how ~~~~
HOW HOW HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nope, now I am in the critical period, which may also be the last exam period in my life ..
the study week in NUS can seriously be treated as no-life week....
every morning, i pack all my luggage, blanket, sweater, socks n lecture notes to the study room near my hostel
try to occupy a seat near a power plug, so that i still can online while mugging
feel superb cold when i am studying here . that's why i am bringing my blanket
flash back to the life when i was in year 1 and 2...
you said I am too over for bringing blanket to the library
But, after a while, you also had to admit that .. it's really useful ~~~~~
haiz.. now i am only at the study room alone .. that's such a pity ~
during this "last" mugging period ... I could not settle down my mind to concentrate on the notes
keep thinking on my decision ...
keep thinking on my jobs ~
on my future
on my house .....
that's so many things have to be worried during this period ....
if i could not secure a job in the next few months,
how
if i could not find a good unit,
how ~~~~
HOW HOW HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@
everything is not smooth
i said i wish to go back to study ...
but u said cannot ....
erm, can't u just pamper me a little bit more ?
i said i wish to go back to study ...
but u said cannot ....
erm, can't u just pamper me a little bit more ?
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