emo again after watching drama

since there are two interesting HK drama launching,
everyday, i will spend around 1 and half hour to watch these two dramas
as an entertainment for my stressful life ....

But, now I found that I will not feel relieved after watching the dramas
because they are all talking about competition and tricks between people
Gong Xin Ji is talking about the competition between girls
They try everything and plan all tricks in order to be successful, to grab the higher power

It seems that those tricks will only appear in the drama, not in the real life
is it really like this ?
During our daily life, we also try our best,
in order not to be sacrifized / we study hard to get good results in the exam
to get a good class in our honour degree

IT IS ALL ABOUT COMPETITION ......

feel so horrible and frightened by the way they did to get what they want

I hope I can be simple-minded always even in the more complicated society in the future
I wish to win ... But maybe in a more honest way ....

stressed stressed stressed

I should have started to feel stressed at this moment,
3 early "finals" next week @@
But, it is just so reluctant for me to really concentrate on study
easily distracted by laptop,
i do think about just bring books / notes to study room
/think, so far away from my laptop ...
it should be more efficient ??? /think

anyway,
I am going home tomorrow..
bringing all those books back
I dun believe that I cant study at home
Must try my best, as I miss my family, and I am sick of the food in sch
wish to go back, at home, I don's have to worry about what to eat
worry about the price

do some shoppings recently, so I am now saving money
how do i save money ?
well, I just spend less than 2 dollars every day
sometimes, will be more, if I order western food for my early dinner (which is around 5pm)

can keep fit also .....
i wan money, and i wan slim body !!!!!!!!!!


fight fight fight .. back to my understanding the universe ....
i love the universe ...

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gam sie gam sie

Tiring life

i am so tired ...

tired about everything ...

i have finished studying my viva,

waiting for it, around 2pm.....

it is so torturing for wating the time to come .....

revision again ?? probably i have to ...

let's finish this blog first ....

i dun wish to practice, i have been practiced more than 3 times in this week..

there is orchestra practice tonight again ...

no more fun for practice nowadays,

the songs are just too difficult, and many of us cannot handle it

( i think, may be just i cannot handle it)

i have required for the sectional practice,

but some of us think that,

sectional doesnt have much helps

as we are playing those running notes, and we can practice ourselves at home ...

is it true ? just envy other sections to have their own sectionals....

think that, their relationship should be more tight than us ....

it is so boring to practice at room myself ...

josephine keeps switching people to section 1...

but this also means that, we are just too weak ~~

have an idea, can i switch to other sections as well ?

sick of it sick of it ....

now, responsibility is getting heavier ... erm ...

stressed stressed ....

exam is coming ...

AUS trip is coming .....

i just wish to have a rest

may be an outing ... :)

zikai invited me to go BBQ tmr night ...

to celebrate the coming of the killing finals ...

i have declined it ..

haiz ~

test is coming, ......

i wish to concentrate more.....

: (

Janice and Sonia

love their voices ....
so soft and touching ...

since god created this world and human-beings
HE will also bestow a special technique / attractive point upon us
the pretty one, the handsome one ?
or the clever one?
of course, we can never forget that, the wealthy one ...


jay chou born to have superb music talent ..
rooney, ronaldo born to be a football genius ...


how about me ?
erm, not the pretty one, not the smart one....
I am still searching for my special personality ...
But, i am sure that, god would never forget about anyone ...
I am sure to have sth, just I not yet discover it....

let's enjoy their voices,
quoted from aikhui " the voice which can cling his heart"

our daughter

during our high school, probably senior 3

if i did not remember wrongly

12 of us adopted a china little girl, name sun ying

every year, we only need to pay $50 , n

12* 50 = 600,

this 600 ringgits, to us, is quite a small amount

no even enough for our 2 months pocket money

but, this is the living expenses of 1 year for our dear little daughter

it has been three years, and she is growing up,

recently, we bought her a birthday present, some stationary, drawing book, etc

nowadays, to the children in malaysia/singapore

this kind of present may be too normal to them

during their birthday, maybe they will demand more ...

that's how the kids around me do,

bryan got a new robot from his parents...

stationary is really ... like xiao er ke la

But, to our little daughter in china,

she feels so happy and touched with that present,

replied us a letter ...

she is growing up, getting higher and fatter ...

good ...

start learning to write and study ..

But, it is still too tough to reply us the letter,

so, her mama will reply on behalf of her...

it is so sweet to receive her letter ...

suddenly

i guess,

since after my birthday celebration,

I have not gone out of the NUS campus for almost one month

except go home

i wish to have an outing ....... ahhhhhh

few days ago,

suddenly, i think about the kuishinbo buffet,

the great japanese buffet at jurong point,

there is free flow snow crab during dinner time,

unlimited salmon / some unique shells

desserts are very common,

which is one of the flaw of this delicious buffet ...

i remember the first time, i went there,

with deardear and his parents ...

that was during lunch hour,

no snow crab ..

But, right after that day,

we decided to go there again,

But this time, during dinner time

with zehao ....

the moment i went in .. nearly crazy with the snow crab ...

it is so delicious and tasty, fresh and sweet

i have never eaten such nice crabs !!!

haha, totally no image on that day ...

after one or two more tries ...

haha,

we started to feel sick of those food ...

i feel eating such a heavy meal will only create burdens to my body ...

few days ago,

i started missing that again,

due to the super expensive price .. around 50SGD

i decided not to qing ju wang dong ...

haha....

save more money!!!!